Hello you,

I wanted to ask you a question.

Why do you seem to think it’s ok to tear a women down?

If the shoe was on the other foot you would not see it as being fair.

If someone was to treat your mother like that, you would be ready to fight.

Yet for some reason you seem to think that is ok for you to treat women any kind of way.

To you my Dear I only have one word for you.

This is a word that I know you are not familiar with.
KARMA 
I know that you might think that you have had a taste of KARMA.

But if Karma hits you the right way you would have woke up and changed your ways a long time ago.
Seeing that you’re doing the same thing that you were doing before and you enjoy hurting and lying to people, it’s clear that you have not learned a thing.

When you finally meet up with Karma tell him I said

HELLO 

Heather J

How would you feel if I disappeared?

Would you even miss me?

Would you even care?

Would you have any regrets about the way you have treated me?

When you look down at me in my pine casket will you have fond memory’s of me or will you have regrets?

Will your mind be full of a bunch of would of should of ?

Will you yearn for just 5 more minutes with me or just the chance to make it right?

My last question to you my Dear is ……

Why live with regret?

Say what you want to say… Because you can’t when I am gone…

Treat me right while I am here.. Because there will be a time that I will be gone…..

I don’t know about you but I hate living with regrets.

Love me while I am here, miss me when I am gone. 

Heather J 

When did become acceptable for a woman to walk around with her butt hanging out?

When did it become acceptable for men to disrespect a woman?

With that being said why do women allow it?

Is it that you like the negative attention, and you would rather be portrayed as a.. ( what the polite way to say whore.) Lady of the evening?

I remember that there was a time that a man would look at a woman and use his imagination as to what she would look like without clothes on.

Now it seems to be OK to walk outside with tassels on your breast when you go to the grocery store with 1/2  your butt hanging out your shorts.

It’s even OK to go out with a short short short skirt where every time you breathe you have to pull it down so nobody sees your Coo Coo Roll.

Lady’s call me old fashion but why would you want someone who is only with you because of what you wear or how you look.

Please wake up and see that beauty fades.

Have something else to build a relationship on.

Men why would you want to be with a woman who is always 1/2 dressed.

When she leaves so little to the imagination.

When you don’t even have to undress her with your eyes because she is already naked.

When your friends can see just what you’re getting into.

Let’s keep it real…

People judge people no matter what. They judge you by how you look.

I am not saying it’s right or wrong, I am just wondering how would you like for someone to remember you.

Would you like for them to remember you as a nice looking woman, or as a Lady of the evening.

Better yet do you even care?

Well you should care because you don’t want anyone to think your something that you’re not.

Heather J

People need to appreciate what people do for them especially when it comes from the heart. 

Let people know that you care because you never know when they will take their last breath.

I can tell you from experience that once they are gone, your going to wonder if they knew how much you cared for them. 

When they are gone you will never know.

Heather J

                                                       Breathe

                                                       Breathe

                                                       Just breathe,

That’s all I do is breathe breathe freaking breathe.

All I really want to do is scream scream scream and let it all out.

I know all to well, that if I did I would be told that I was over reacting.

Maybe I am one of the few people on the world that are not allowed to have feelings. 

But you know what I do have feelings and I am about to react.

I am not only going to react, I think I am just going to over react. 

Over react in a big way.

Then maybe, just maybe you will understand.

Haaaaaaaaaaaaa

Who am I kidding.

You will never understand.

I guess I will just have to go back to breathing, and forget that I even have feeling. 

 

Heather J 

There are times that people will comeback in to your life, it will bring about a world wind of emotions.

Just breathe and ride it out.
Just because they come back into your life does not mean that it was meant to be.
It could be a awake up call for you.
It could be a way to help you move on with your life.
To let you know that the past was the past.
The best thing to do is to move on and let the past stay where it is.
It’s the past for a reason.
Heather J

I have spent so much time thinking and wondering, about my past that I did not pay enough attention to my future.

To that I would like to apologize to my future because to be honest, my future is so much better than my past could ever be.

My future has shown me that my past is the past for a reason.

That I should leave it and everyone that was in it in the past.

I will  not lie, I tried to hold on to my past. It even had a small piece of my heart. 

Over time I started to realize that the part of my life that I desired was just not meant to be.

I realized that it was never going to happen. 

Most of all I realize that it was best that I just move on.

My future has help me realize that and so much more. 

I wasted  so much time, time that I can never get back.

However my future is going to be with me till the end, and my past will always be just that my past.

 

Heather J

I would like to thank you for wasting my time.

You knew in your heart of hearts you did not want me.

You knew that you were using me as a way to waste time because you were bored and did not have anything else to do.

You know just like I know now, that you truly did not care. I can hear you say as I write this.

“But Baby I do care, I would not say it, if I did not mean it.”

My answer to that is,

“If you cared you would not have played with me like a string dangling in front of a kittens face.

 

Heather J

Why do people feel the need to lie. I often wonder if they realize that the truth about them will come out. People often say that I am mean because of the things that I say. I don’t feel that I am being mean I just tell the truth. I know that there is no reason to lie when the truth will come out. This is why I don’t tell little white lies like some people do. You know the lies I am talking about. The lies where people say oh yes we can get together and do something this weekend. They know they have no intention of getting together with you they just want you to stop asking. Then again I don’t know if they get some kind of jolly by lying and building up a persons hopes only to knock them down. Either way it’s not right.
People need to just be honest to one another. Lying gets you no where. Lying will only last for so long before it slaps you in the face, and give you a wake up call.

Heather J