I know they say that as time goes on things will get a little better. I guess that will be true in about 35 dozen year give or take.
I just miss you so much.
Its like right now I can still hear your voice. Its so clear and I fear that the day will come that I will not remember your laugh.
Your smile was so beautiful, I hate only seeing it in a photo.
When will I wake up from this nightmare? When will I stop waiting on a call or a text from you saying ….?
“HA HA GIRL I REALLY GOT YOU THIS TIME.
I AM STILL ALIVE!!!
I know I know I know you are in a better place. I know you are no longer in pain. I would gladly take all the pain that you were in for the rest of my life, just to hug you, see you, hear you, and tell you how much I love you just 1 more time. I know that it will never happen, but I still wish it could.
5/11/2021 will make it 2 year that you have been gone. That day was hard for not only me but for everyone in the family. Because we are selfish some more than others. There are some of us that would not care if you were in pain at all they just want you here.
With that being said,
I would like to thank you for sticking it out as long as you did. I know it was not easy. After every surgery you took it like a trooper and came back strong. I think that is why I never thought that I would have to live without you.
In the end if you did not know it, even though I know you did we all loved you… You were and will always be loved. I hate that I did not tell you more but I know, you know I did and I still do, and just like you use to tell me I LOVE YOU MORE.
I JUST HATE THAT YOUR NOT HERE TO TELL ME THE SAME
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