Learning to Let go

Learning to let go of a forever friend is hard.

One thing I do know for sure is that there’s no way to describe it other than stating that it hurts.

This is a pain that you cannot explain to anyone unless they’ve been there. You never truly know until it happens to you.

When someone tells you that there forever friend has died sorry does not cut it.

And as bad as it may sound maybe the best thing for person to do is to not say anything.

I will admit when I lost my forever friend someone telling me sorry was the last thing I wanted to hear. Sorry does nothing. I wish it did but it just doesn’t.

I just wanted him back, I know he’s gone and I can’t have him back.

But that’s what I want plain and simple.

So this blog I will dedicate to him.

This blog is not only for him, it’s therapeutic for me,  as well as for other people that have lost their forever friends.

I still have not come to grips with the fact that he’s gone.

However, after having him for 13 years I sure in hell will never forget him.

 

Heather J