I Should Have

At one point I was mad at you for the way you treated me.

Now that I think about it, the only person I can truly be mad at is my self.

I should have never settled.

I should have never let you in to my life.

I should have never let my guard down.

I should have never ignore the writing on the wall.

I should have never believed your lies.

I should have never thought that you were different.

I should have known you were blowing smoke up my ass.

Now when I think about it, maybe that’s why I could not see the shady person you turned out to be.

I would have never lost as much as, I did if I had chosen someone new.

I should have followed my 1st instinct.

I should have ran the other way and stayed away from you.

Heather J